being content with myself, with what I have!
I’m thankful with how God created me and everything that I have

Another example is a caterpillar, it is first ugly, eating and destroying plants and after a certain age they start to sleep in their pupa form. Their patience can be seen in waiting inside their pupa and in the process of emerging from their cocoon. Imagine if the caterpillar does not want to wait until it is fully formed and goes out before its time, it won’t become a beautiful butterfly.

If animals need patience to build their nests and transform into something beautiful, shouldn’t we learn from them and be patient also?

Sadly patience is something which is not that appreciated nowadays. People are now spamed with instance things, things which makes their life easier and faster. Faster laptop, faster internet connection, faster process, faster this and that. I somehow feel it myself, if I want to buy something online, I want to have it at least the next day, it would be better if it was delivered yesterday! Or if I tell someone to change their mind for their own sake, I want him/her to change at the exact moment I tell him/her.

Life is just not designed to run fast, everything has its process, everything has its time.It is the same also if we start a business. We would need a lot of patience in every phase of it. We can’t just do it in a hurry. It needs research, planning, strategy and implementation. Sometimes we get the results right away, sometimes we have to have patience until the result comes out.

In the end I believe that patience is needed to be successful. Through any trouble or struggle or challenge we are facing, we would need patience to persevere! Don’t ask too many why’s, as it sometimes hindesr us from seeing a way out and makes us focus not on the way out but on the trouble or struggle or challenge itself.

The thing that pleases God is our patient attitude—not our suffering. http://om.ly/qnHm

Iya juga si ya, emang apa yang kita bisa berikan ke Tuhan yang kita belon punya? ga ada kan…
He already has and owns everything that we are giving to Him… so why are we still trying to give something to Him?

I think it’s because He looks into our heart, He desires to have a relationship with us and in a relationship you have to give and receive. Communication is built upon giving and receiving. We communicate through words, through body language, through emails, through phone calls, through twitter… and in all media’s we’re using to communicating, we are exchanging something, either words, sounds, movements…

this communication is what God desires from us, He longs to be with us, to talk to us, to love us, for so great the love of God that He sent His own begotten Son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life

so, build up you communication with Him, and remember, it’s not about what we give, not about how pretty we sing. But it is all about our heart for The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.

but at some point i had to say stop and thank God i stopped. but anywe, while i was working, i stumbled upon a nice song from Giving My Best, nyatakanlah… in english it should be… reveal

NYATAKANLAH

Kepada siapakah kuberharap?
to whom shall i depend?
Kepada siapa ku kan bersorak?
to whom shall i shout
S’bab hanya Kaulah yang berkuasa
Coz’ only You have the power/You are powerful
Dan hanya padaMu kupercaya
and only to You do i put my trust

Nyatakanlah kuasa-Mu atasku melimpah
reveal/pour out Your power upon me
Bersinarlah kuasa-Mu adalah anugrah
shine, Your power is a gift

Walaupun badai hujan menerpa
although storm and rain falls
Kutau masa depanku terbentang
i know my future is laid before me
S’bab hanya Kaulah yang berkuasa
coz’ only You have the authority
Dan hanya padaMu kupercaya
and only to You do i put my trust

Bridge:
Siapa yang kan ku takut?
whom shall i fear?
S’bab Kau besertaku
for You are with me
Yang terbaik bagiku
the best for me
Ada di depanku
is before me

(Music by GMB, lyrics by Sidney Mohede)

yes, this is my prayer today, reveal to me o Lord, Your power upon me,
let me be the witness of Your love, Your salvation and Your power

biarlah rohmu menyala-nyala dan layanilah Tuhan…
cuman orang semangat yang bisa ngehadepin semua tantangan en ujian yang ada… klo uda patah semangat, kaco deh semua. pantes aja pengamsal berkata di amsal 17:22:

Hati yang gembira adalah obat,
tapi semangat yang patah mengeringkan tulang

proverbs 17:22, the message:
 ²² A cheerful disposition is good for your health;
   gloom and doom leave you bone-tired.

So… hati yang gembira gimana ya caranya munculin itu…

ada tertulis di Nehemia 8:9-12, the joy of the Lord is my strength, sukacita karena Tuhan itulah perlindunganmu.

so, i will say to myself… the joy of the Lord is my strength… the joy of knowing that Jesus died for my sins, the joy of knowing that Jesus loves me and cares fr me, the joy of knowing that He rebukes me and let me go on through trials to level up!!! I’m very glad to have such a great God.

Yes Lord, Your joy is my strength
Your smile makes me jump to the sky
if You are happy, then i’m happy too

yes, i can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me (philipian 4:13)

The greatest question that haunted me was that how can I trust God if He didn’t fullfill one of His promises, how can I sing and praise and say that God is faithful if one of His word is untrue…

Today, when I remembered what I thought of, I would cry and laugh at myself…
cry because I have dissapointed God in not trusting Him with His plans and not believing that everything happens for a reason I can’t comprehend yet Now I would laugh for all the ego I had..

But his all reveals my true character, a character I still need to work on…

Thanks Lord for Your faithfullness in reminding me to daily search You and worship You with everything.

 i got the title from this devotional:

http://rbc.org/devotionals/my-utmost-for-his-highest/09/10/devotion.aspx

perhaps today… yes, maybe Christ is coming today, no one knows. That’s why i need to be prepared for His coming.
Yes…. i want to prepare my heart for Him and Him alone. Sounds a little bit idealistic, doesn’t it??
But still, i want to prepare my whole life and i think life itself is a whole preparation to meet our beloved Saviour, the One who saved us from our sins

Yeahhh…. i’ll face today with a prepared heart, prepared mind, prepared attitude to welcome Him.

Wait2…. but how??? hmm…. how…. that’s an interesting question

ok, lemme work it out first, then i’ll put it here

Dilupakan mungkin suatu hal yang menyakitkan, bayangkan ketika kita dilupakan oleh seseorang yang kita sayangi.. haih, mending sakit gigi kali ya?? ngga la, sakit gigi juga menderita…

Kalau kita aja ga pengen dilupakan, apalagi Tuhan yang uda nyiptain kita… nyakitin hatiNya klo kita ngelupain Dia yang uda ngelakuin segalanya buat kita.

From today on You are in my heart, reigning there and i believe that You will remind me if i become stupid and start prioritize other things before You…

Mengejar kasih, haih… emang kenapa ya kok kasih itu harus dikejar…???

got any idea??